the pressures of society are slowly getting to me.
weve just hired 2 other employees and i am slowly feeling more and more replacable.
my Manga is mediocre and i dont believe that my life will make any such impact on any one else.

my supervisor is finding it amusing to belittle me infront of the new workers and show them that i am not very smart and incompetant at my job!

mostly everyone is so busy and dont have time for friendships any more.
Every one is so fixated on getting a great degree, working and love but no time for friendships as much.
maybe its the post traumatic stress of just leaving high school and not having that capability of seeing your closest mates as you once did.
i tried to fix that problem by working at a high school but it is not the same i am slowly finding out.

not to mention staff members treat you with such demmand and always take you for granted.
i am supposed to be learning new things about my job but instead there is no time to be teaching me these things and i am stuck at the low end jobs.
i am afraid that when my contract runs out i will have 2 years of experience that any person who has just finished high school could have. the only downside is that instead of being a fresh student into the new world i will be in my early 20's.

there is a lack of respect in this world we are now in. people are taken for granted too often, and unless you are a unbelevably spectacular there is no room for the mediocre in today society.